~ sweeTeaRs ~

2010-10-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

Another 4 more days till our trip to Siam Reap.
Yohooo!!!
Passport checked!
USD checked!
And most important is the SUNBLOCK! Checked!
Going to enjoy our all girls trip & will have fun to the max!

2010-10-01T18:05:00.002+08:00

It's October....
Time passes real fast....
Another 2 more months to go till we bid goodbye to 2010...

I will be very broke in Oct...
Gosh...Who can donate some money to me =(

And by the way, I will be going to Siam Reap with my sistas this coming 22nd...
Cant waitttttttt >.<

Enjoy your October guys...
September is over & it's time for you guys to wake up! =)

Cheers....

2010-09-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

the bad ones will always be the one who cares, concern and love you the most...

2010-09-15T17:09:00.003+08:00

can't we just live happily all the time?
why do people have emotion?
i really don't understand.
is there any medicine that can make us feel happy everyday?
i need something that can really cheer me up...
to forget all the unhappy things...

2010-09-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

do not ever regret for letting go something that you did not appreciate...

just because you did not appreciate it...

oh fuck!

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-08T12:44:00.002+08:00

yippie!

5 days off...the feeling is like...whoah~ shiok!
do not need to wake up so early in the morning to work is the best thing about this off days...

Fasting month is going to end soon means I do not need to start work at 7.30am ^___^ but office hour ends at 5.30pm =(
But who cares, I do not need to wait till 5.30pm to go home *evil laugh*

I want to have enough of rest during this holiday & I need to recharge my energy!
Lack of sleep during the working day makes me look like a panda @_@

Will catch up with my girlfriends again this weekend & I am going to have fun with them!

Well, Selamat Hari Raya to all the muslims & Happy Holiday to those non-muslim!!!

2010-09-05T21:32:00.006+08:00

Ms Then Ru Ling must control her diet from tomorrow onwards!

Please take note!

2010-09-05T14:41:00.002+08:00

Back to the time when we first started this story line?

Hmmm....good idea...

Hello guys!

2010-09-04T21:44:00.006+08:00

hello guys...i am back!

wow! when was the last time i updated this blog huh?

sangat sangat lama...sangat lamaaaa~

well...let me update you guys something about me recently...

> most terrible thing - i gain weight =( sedihz...all also his fault!

> still working in the same old company...can't believe that i just celebrated 2 years anniversary on the 2nd Sept 2010 in ALPS...2 years man!

> become a stronger person & I'd change into a different me =) thanks to him ^^ i hope that this is a good change...

> no longer simply throw my temper to anybody

> our relationship is growing stronger & stronger...God bless...

> become more beautiful? wakakakakakka

OK...that's it...in conclusion, I AM DOING ALRITE! =)

September is my favourite month aside from July because I have plenty of holidays! yeah...do not need to wake up so early to work =p

Just had the Merdeka holiday & I went back to the boyfriend's hometown & to Ipoh for dimsum!

Wanted to try the dimsum since last year & finally....I got to try it...

Next week will be the Hari Raya holiday...couldn't get to hang around with the boyfriend as we have our own plan =(

My uncle & his family will be coming back to Sban for a holiday & I will be spending most of my time with them...bring my cousins to have fun! yohoo!

Will keep you guys update in my next post!

Adios!

2010-08-10T22:38:00.001+08:00

*dust cleaning in progress*

2009-10-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

I had been f***ing busy for the past two months...

Why the hell is working life so hectic?

I need to take a long break...

Perhaps a long vacation to....

=)

2009-09-21T23:24:00.006+08:00

oh....paparaZZi~!

*~*~*~*~*

We are the crowd

We're cuh-coming out

Got my flash on it's true

Need that picture of you

It's so magical

We'd be so fantastic, oh

Leather and jeans

your watch glamorous

Not sure what it means

But this photo of us

It don't have a price

Ready for those flashing lights

'Cause you know that baby I-

I'm your biggest fan

I'll follow you until you love me

Papa-Paparazzi

Baby there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be your-

Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind

But I won't stop until that boy is mine

Baby you'll be famous

Chase you down until you love me

Papa-Paparazzi

I'll be your girl backstage at your show

Velvet ropes and guitars

Yeah cause you know I'm starting between the sets

Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt, yellow dance and return

My lashes are dry-

But the teardrops I cry

It don't have a price

Loving you is Cherry Pie

'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan

I'll follow you until you love me

Papa-Paparazzi

Baby there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be your

Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind

But I won't stop until that boy is mine

Baby you'll be famous

Chase you down until you love me

Papa-paparazzi

Real good, We're dancing in the studio

Stop-stopped, That shit on the radio

Don't stop, for anyone

We'll Blast it but we'll still have fun

I'm your biggest fan

I'll follow you until you love me

Papa-Paparazzi

Baby there's no other superstar

You know that I'll be your

Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind

But I won't stop until that boy is mine

Baby you'll be famous

Chase you down until you love me

Papa-paparazzi

*~*~*~*~*

2009-09-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

Happy Burfday Pap!

Here I am wishing you happy always & stay healthy as ever =)

I love you...

*hugz & kisses*

2009-09-19T02:30:00.001+08:00

I am MISSING my lovely bunny so much!

>.<

Hope that he is happy with his new home =((

2009-09-13T14:07:00.004+08:00

To love & to be loved ...

Why in this world there is this thing called LOVE ?

I love the people that deserve to be loved by ME.

So, do you love me?

^^

2009-09-11T13:45:00.003+08:00

I am still not sure of what I actually want...

I am still not sure of what I actually want to do...

I am still not sure of what decision that I actually need to make...

I am still not sure of alot of things...

Is there anyone that can help me?

I need guidance...or even only a small hug hug will do =)

2009-09-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

I love my tikus...

2009-08-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

i am F A T

2009-08-29T14:57:00.003+08:00

A very nice sentimental song by BY2....

~ Don't Go Away ~

Looking through your eyes, there's nothing to hide,
And you're no longer mine,
How could I survive when you say goodbye,
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin',
We used to be so fine when you walked into my life,
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you,
My heart is breakin'

Don't, don't go away,
Baby don't you know, I miss you so,
Don't, don't go away,
I've never been on my own before

Wooo oh~
Can't you hear me, just take me with you,
So don't, don't go away

Don't, don't go away,
Baby don't you know, I miss you so,
Don't, don't go away,
I've never been on my own before
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more.

(=

2009-08-25T19:49:00.003+08:00

Life ain't miserable...
Solve all your dilemmas...
And live life to the fullest...

Is it?
Oh well...
It depends...

Well, I need to take a break =)

2009-08-21T00:01:00.001+08:00

Yay!

another fun weekend coming up...

weeeeee....

Happy Twee Frens gathering ^^

2009-08-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

Oishii desu neh~

Yummy...Satisfying...Fattening...

Soo Ze Xin...were you satisfied with this deserts???

2009-08-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

Stop me from getting one of the Elizabeth Arden's perfume tomorrow!!!

*Tahan.................!*

EEEeeeeekkKkkkkkk

>.<

2009-08-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

What a day =)

2009-08-08T14:49:00.003+08:00

~ Then Ru Ling's Philosophy ~
(^.^)

1. Drink plenty of water

2. Live with the 3 E's : Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy

3. Shop till you drop & you will be happier

4. Eat more chocolate & they will make your day =)

5. Sleep for 12 hours but I couldn't practise this on every
Mon ~ Fri =(

6. SMILE !!

7. Don't over do; keep your limits

8. Don't take yourself so seriously ; no one else does

9. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip

10. Dream more while you are awake

11. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

12. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

2009-08-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

I am happy...

To get to know such a wonderful person like you...

And I know you will always be there for me wheneva I need you =)

* Wait for a special thing from me k...very soon... =) *

2009-08-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

It's been a while......

* pi po pi po *

2009-07-04T14:34:00.000+08:00

it's been a tiring week.... =(

2009-06-21T14:40:00.002+08:00

*~ Happy PaPa Day ~*

I love you loads paps...Muak!
You are owiz my hero =)

2009-06-18T17:23:00.006+08:00

What a tiring week...
Had been busy with work & stuff for the past few months...
I need another HOLIDAY!!! I want I want I want!
But anyway...I am going to enjoy myself hanging out with my crazy frenz again...soon...yea!

Well, this is my quote for you guys out there who is trying to get yourself out from all the shyts & struggling hard to go thru all the hard times.

“To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did. When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.”

Remember that there are people around you that will care for you, support you & to cheer you up when you face difficulties in your life.

And they do it sincerely...

You wana get out from your system?

So, give me your heart & I know how to deal with it =)

Cheer up dude!

2009-06-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

If you don't give your 100% in a relationship, you'll alwiz keep doubting if the other person has given his/her 100%?

Why not just give your 100% to everything you do and sleep peacefully...

Am alwiz hoping to get someone that will give me his 100% because I do not want to feel the disappointment again and again. Heck it!

I believe that everything comes in a package. You will get all the good things in return if you give all your 100% to that particular thingy. And I know, somehow...someday... we will get it...

Cheers babe =)

2009-06-06T21:08:00.002+08:00

Have you guys seen a rape case that involve two cute lil boy & gurl?

I got these pictures from a forwarded mail.

It is just too cute that I want to share with you guys here.

Enjoy =)

Feel like pinching both of em rite? *mitttttt* (^^)

2009-05-30T18:09:00.003+08:00

Asatte tomodachi to Pulau Perhentian e ikimasu!

Weeeee~

Ja mata...

=)

2009-05-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

Harrooo....you got a parcel from....

*oink oink*

indeed a great surprise...you realli noted down geh wo...

I LOVE SURPRISES! Yohhooo~ ^^
I'm loving it...
Arigatou gozaimasu =)

2009-05-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

Happy twee fwens gathering.
Another fun outing with the girls.
*ehem...u r consider our girl rite? hehe*

Miss you guys alot.
Miss having fun like how we had back in Mlc.
Looking forward to the next gathering when that babe comes back.

Thanx guys...Love you guys!

2009-05-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

Someone will be there for you when you eventually need someone to be there for you the most...

* a clinic where we can be who we are for who we are .... no pretend pretend .... sad means sad .... happy means happy .... no cover cover .... no under table stories *

* shits is just a way of telling us ... things will always pick up later... things don't remain in the shits forever ... it's like a fluctuating graph ... it goes up and down ... we have been trough the lowest already and the rest will be going up *

* u won't be alone .... u will never be alone .... same here ... i know .... i will never be alone .... becoz i know people who will be there for me when i need them *

Life's sux? Yea....life's sux...
Life is like a roller coaster.
So, be tough. Be strong. And be wise in making your decision.
Remember that you still have many nice ppl around you who cares alot for you.
*rmb the cup noodle? hehe*
We will always support you.
Tahan till the end kkkk....

Nah...treat you an ici-kirim...

*HUGS & KISSES*

2009-05-16T22:49:00.005+08:00

MUSIC MAN Live in Malaysia 2009

~ 02.05.2009 ~

Guess who is this hero?

Music Man = Lee Hom = Then Ru Ling's hubby *grinning*

Well, only 1 word to describe his concert which is...

SUPERB!

can't get to take clear pic of my hubby cuz those 'uncles' were so annoying >.<

Lee Home rocks!

p/s : better come back early to claim for your fine dinner...ehem... =p thanx yo~

2009-05-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATION!

Congratz jie on your wedding =)
Wish you guys will live happily ever after!

2009-05-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

Am I a P.E.R.F.E.C.T.I.O.N.I.S.T ???

Hmmm....

2009-05-05T12:38:00.001+08:00

Apprecie la vie

Comme elle est et comme elle vient.

Les choses sont pires pour d'autres

et bien meilleures pour nous

2009-04-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

* Semblance Night 2009 *

my hairdo for the night...

Semblance 2009

lovely bubu & i

the noob driver & partner of the night *hahaha*

the gurlsss...

Why the same thing happen again??? Hmmm....???

2009-04-30T14:59:00.002+08:00

What is gone is gone...

Is it that hard to put just a lil of effort in it?

I don't think so...

God damn you! You are wasting my precious time!

2009-04-29T22:17:00.001+08:00

dang dang dang~

i'M counting down to a very important day

* mUUUaCCkkksss *

2009-04-21T23:00:00.002+08:00

*AMM AMM*

Hiiiaaak hiiiakkk hiak!

It is time you take account of the amount you are eating aite...

You notti Easter!

2009-04-19T14:46:00.004+08:00

My time is limited, so I won't waste it living someone else's life.

I won't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking.

I won't let the noise of other's opinions drown out my own inner voice.

And most important is to have the courage to follow my heart & intuition.

Some people somehow already know what I truly want to become.

Everything else is secondary...

Counting down...yay!

2009-04-09T20:09:00.001+08:00

Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love.

Jane Austen (1775-1817)

:::::

2009-04-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

Watashi wa maiasa shichi ji ni okimasu. Asagohan wa itsumo pan to Milo desu. Kuruma de kaisha e ikimasu. Kaisha wa gozen shichi ji go jyuppun kara gogo go ji han made desu. Roku ji ni uchi e kaerimasu. Shichi ji ni bangohan o tabemasu. Sorekara Online o shimasu. Yoru jyu ni ji ni nemasu.
Do-yobi to nichi-yobi wa hatarakimasen. Nichi-yobi wa asa depato e ikimasu. Yasumimasu.

2009-04-08T12:11:00.001+08:00

She is my companion when I'm bored at home.

She loves vege and she can eat non-stop for the whole day!

And she loves ppl to pamper her by showing her innocent face.

That is my pretty baby gurl, Easter =)

2009-04-07T09:13:00.002+08:00

~(^@^)~

OHAIYO GOZAIMASU!!!

2009-04-06T22:35:00.006+08:00

It was a really nice outing yesterday. We walked non stop searching for the perfect dress and I'm so glad that I finally found a very nice black dress =)

It's been a while since the last time I went for a retail-therapy and it was so so so damn enjoying! We don't feel tired but once we landed our butt on the chair @ bintangbucks...gosh...we started to feel so damn tired & sleepy...but it's worth all the ke-tired-ness as I am happy to get some new stuff for myself...too bad I can't influence him to get something for himself. Ish!!! But nvm...next time I'll make u broke HOHOHO

Oh btw thanks for fetching my darling over to meet me as I already can't wait to meet him since last Wednesday *hehehe* And I'm loving it~ No regret having him as my darling after thinking for so long of which one to get ^^

2009-04-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Buttdae baby boy!!!

May all your dreams come true and good luck in whatever you do...

Thanx for your love and I love you always!

MMMmmmmuuuuacccKKKSssss!!!!

* altho sometime you are so annoying but you realli meant alot to me...you realli cheer me up when you act those retarded look =p *

eppi buttdae again lame ass....

God bless you =)

2009-04-03T16:23:00.001+08:00

Are you guys ready to meet someone that is

CUTE

ADORABLE

PRETTY

SEXAY?

Well, let me introduce to you my new family member...

>>>

>>>>

>>>>>

>>>>

>>>

>>

>

*~ Ms. Easter Bunbun Then ~*

Konichiwa~

Watashi wa Easter B.T. desu.

Dozo yoroshiku ^^

Isn't she cute? Isn't she adorable?

She is not only cute & adorable but she is a....

tam chiak mui~

and and and....

she is a POSER -_-

She is just too cute for me to BBQ her >.<

And she is a very naughty & active bunny...

Easter : Nice to meet all of you~ =)

2009-03-31T12:26:00.003+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take pictures, laugh out loud, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

*~ Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin ~*

2009-03-31T12:07:00.006+08:00

Hey guys...

Feel bored in the office?

Feel stress?

Feel down?

I have a picture to entertain you guys...

I hope it kills your ke-sien-ess, ke-stress-ness & ke-down-ess...

ENJOY!

:::

:::

:::

Cute 'pingu' ????

LOL

2009-03-31T00:18:00.006+08:00

YOU!!!

You made me to be who am I now...

2009-03-28T10:50:00.001+08:00

*~ Thinking Of You ~*

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

2009-03-21T21:55:00.052+08:00

Finally I got the time to visit my darlings back in Malacca...Really miss them alot & I really miss my Uni life back there...How nice if I'm now still a student there...tak payah so sien work work work everyday...no life at all...sigh...But I was really enjoying myself with my gurls on that weekend...Thanks to MJ for sending me to meet them. I really feel happy after I went thru quite a hard time before that =)

We started our journey in the evening on Saturday. Once I reached there, had a gossiping session with ma ex hsemates & we started our mahjong session *hoho* it's been so long since I played...We used to play almost everyday when I wuz a student...24/7...really addicted to it...all the kakis will eventually gather at my hse and take turns to play hahaha

After the mahjong session, v gurls started to get prepared to have fun on that nite...We went for a dinner b4 we headed to Pure. Went upstairs cuz there was liveband & the guitarist was so cute =p After we had enough fun, we went back & continued our mahjong session till the next morning. Gosh! So long didn't practise that kind of lifestyle ady...But still I managed to wake up in the noon to go shopping with my darlings hohoho

Manage to get alot of stuff for myself & it really made me happy * I love shopping!!!*
Supposed to go back with MJ on the night itself but due to I still want to spend more time with my darlings, I decided to go back on the next day ^^
After our shopping spree, we went to have our dinner @ Shibaraku...and after that we headed to Dream Box for our K-session...As usual, after we reached home...it's mahjong time!!! Till I heard the early birds chirping asking us to go to BED!!!

Still I manage to wake up in the noon to have brunch with them before going back to Seremban. Really miss spending the time with them. It was so so so fun!!! Well, more plans coming up after their FYP & finals...Yohoo!!! Thanx darling for acc me & letting me to have so much fun with u guys...MUAXXX!!!

*love u guys...xoxo*

*on our way to have fun*

we are NOT trying to molest her lor...lol...

don't you think they both look alike?? Haha

thanx!!! you made my day =P

our brunch at Nedeje...famous for its layer cake...jeng!

ma fav oyster with CHEESE!!!

Yummylicious meal @ Shibaraku

K-session after our dinner ^^

Ms Mak with her fugly penguin t-shirt *LOL*

2009-03-20T11:30:00.006+08:00

I took a quiz named Steamboat Personality Test. The test's name is so lame rite? I noe I noe...The questions asked involving what kind of season you will enjoy your steamboat...with who you will prefer to have steamboat with...bla bla bla...

And my result is....

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You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness.

You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible.

As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you.

As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

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Am I that kind of person? Well, I guess some of the points mentioned are true bout my personality =)

*peace*

2009-03-18T12:22:00.004+08:00

:: R A I N B O W ::

Why rainbow can be so colourful ?

This few days I get to see them when I'm on my way to work and on my way back home...

How I wish that my life can be as colourful as the rainbow...

I wish that it will appear everyday as it really brighten up my day

=)

2009-03-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

Recently I am soooo into watches. Last Thursday when I went to Jusco to meet up a friend, we passed by City Chain & I decided to walk into it to have a look at the watches. There are various of nice watches and there are discounts for all the watches there.
Out of so many watches there, I fell in love with SEIKO watches. Criteria ladies...Owh~ I so in love with them >.<

SEIKO launched the brand new 6th generation of Criteria ladies’ watches in Valentine’s Day. The brand new Criteria 6th generation ladies’ watches themed around marshmallow-like colors, including romantic lilac, lovable orange and pure white all in the pastel pallets. As a delightful touch, the dial made of mother of pearl reflects various colors when viewed at different angles, a feature that complements the sparkling stainless steel bracelet to perfect the unique, precious design. So cool!

The new collection of Criteria ladies’ watches includes two series, the Chronograph and Retrograde.

There are few watches that I really love the designs. *squeeze squeeze pray pray* Hope to get extra income this month so that I can fulfill my wish ^^

• Chronograph
• Water resistant 50m
• Three-fold clasp with push button release
• Screw case back

The tender and light shades go well with almost everything, everyday, adorning ladies with different makeup styles and outfits to perfection.

• Retrograde Day Indicator
• Water resistant 50m
• Three-fold clasp with push button release
• Screw case back

The new Criteria Retrograde ladies’ watches in pearly colors of the white dial are revealed harmoniously set against the second and inner rim hands in baby blue. It is undoubtedly representative of the discerning taste sought after by ladies of this modern age.

Or should I get one with leather strap??? Hmm....

• Three-fold clasp with push button release
• Water resistant 5 bar
• Screw case back

• The Criteria Retrograde Day Indicator
• Leather strap
• Water resistant 5 bar
• Mother of Pearl

Don't you guys think that the designs are awesome?

2009-03-16T23:08:00.007+08:00

- R A N D O M -

* pi po pi po *

2009-03-16T10:09:00.003+08:00

I cried finally...
and I cried silently...

ahhh...i feel much more better...

keep moving on... ^^

2009-03-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

A soft toy?

A real rabbit?

Aint she cute?

Boo boo's new friend...

Introducing...

Ms Bi Bit....

*drum rolling sound*

*owh* look how adorable is she ^^

And I'm going to get one soon...yippie~!!! =p

2009-03-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

~SOBER~
by Pink

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning
'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like protection
How do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
Cryin scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

Aahh, the night/dawn is calling?
And it whispers to me softly come to/and play
Aahh, I am falling
And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round
Looking for myself - SOBER [x2]

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just tryna find a fit

Ooo Oooo

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober

OOooo OOoo

No Pain
Inside
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober?

2009-03-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hey people!

What do you guys think...

Life's better to be "in a relationship" or stay "single"?

2009-03-12T12:54:00.000+08:00

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

I'm not sad...

cuz I'm happy...

(=

2009-03-11T22:51:00.007+08:00

~ July ~

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.

Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled.

Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.

Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.

Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.

Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.

Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.

Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.

Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.

Hardworking. No difficulties in studying.

*peace*

2009-03-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

It's been a while~

Oh well~ everything is over now and it is a happy ending perhaps?

Hmmm....Life goes on and we have to move on...

Indeed we need to go thru ups & downs and we have to be strong & be tough in overcoming all the problems or obstacles that we face...

To all the people out there who is facing difficulties no matter in their career or love life or any problems that they think is a problem to them, face them bravely and try to make things right...

Do not regret for whatever decision that you make because there will be no U-turn unless...there is a MIRACLE!

Life live to the fullest & do cheer up peeps =)

* I am going to support my hubby's concert this coming 2nd May and I am looking forward to that very special day!!! Yohooo!!! Thank you so much for the tix =) Oinkz!

2009-03-01T11:59:00.002+08:00

They love you but they are not your lover...
They care for you but they are not from your family...
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation...
They are...

~ F.R.I.E.N.D.S ~

True friend scolds like a Dad...
Cares like a Mom...
Teases like a Sister...
Irritates like a Brother...
and finally loves you more than a lover =)

2009-02-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

I want to be his "BEST WOMAN"...

2009-02-18T09:45:00.000+08:00

Everything is fine now =)

2009-02-12T14:29:00.000+08:00

What should I do now?

I guess I should stop thinking and just be as usual...

I must learn to appreaciate & to love myself...

2009-02-10T12:20:00.001+08:00

tired tired tired...

guilty guilty guilty...

disappointed disappointed disappointed...

sad sad sad...

i'm sorry...

2009-02-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

I am so proud of myself today...

I didn't expect that I had the courage to make that decision...

Although it is painful...

But for the sake of my 'happiness'...

I said to the dentist OK! >.<

baibai wisdom tooth...ooouuucccchhhh~!

*The last time I felt this pain was when I was 13th...T_T *

2009-02-03T12:51:00.002+08:00

We started out as friends.

It's funny how from simple things; the best things begin when we start hanging on the phone.

Remember the first day when you called me?

Remember the first day when you took me out?

And we both had a beautiful night.

2009-02-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

Appreciate the friends around you & appreciate friends whom really treat you as a friend.

It's hard to find a friend who is willing to be there for you to comfort you whenever you are down, someone who is willing to lend you his or her ears, someone who will cheer you up when you feel sad, and someone to share your happiness when you feel that you are the luckiest person in the world.

So, for good times & bad times, I'll be on your side forever more.

That's what friends are for...

(=

2009-02-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

Do you believe in fairy tale?

I'm a fairy in love...

2009-01-29T12:38:00.002+08:00

~ Happily ever after ~

2009-01-27T12:34:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !

Gong Hei Fatt Choy !

Happy Moo~ Moo~ Year !

2009-01-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

40 hours 21 mins passed...

What's happening???

I'm so confused...

My mind is so blank...

I couldn't take all these pressure anymore...

I'm afraid that I'll break down anytime...

I need help...help...help...

)=

2009-01-22T10:19:00.002+08:00

~ Life is so MISERABLE ~

2009-01-17T22:56:00.003+08:00

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* we really need to do something to make sure everything is going right on track *

2009-01-12T15:50:00.003+08:00

She is in a dilemma right now...

She didn't know what to do now...

She always thought of letting go everything...

But she don't hope that it will end up like what she had been thru before this...

Because she knows that she will regret making such a decision...

Can someone please help this poor lady who is trying very hard to get used to this drastically situation changes?

2009-01-10T19:57:00.000+08:00

2008...curly hair...

2009...straight hair...

which one suits me?

2009-01-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

Quite a meaningful song by Jay. Kinda love this song =)

Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne ( PinYin )

Ni De Hui Hua Ling Luan Zhe Zai Zhe Ge Shi Ke
Wo Xiang Qi Pen Quan Pang De Bai Ge Tian Mi De San Luo Le
Qing Xu Mo Ming De La Che Wo Hai Ai Ni Ne
Er Ni Duan Duan Xu Xu Chang Zhe Ge Jia Zhuang Mei Shi

Shi Jian Guo Qu Le Zou Le Ai Qing Mian Lin Xuan Ze
Ni Leng Le Juan Le Wo Ku Le
Yi Kai Shi De Bu Kuai Le Ni Yong Ka Pian Shou Xie Zhe
You Xie Ai Zhi Gei Dao Zhe Zhen De Dong Le

Zen Me Le Ni Lei Le Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
Wo Dong Le Bu Shuo Le Ai Dan Le Meng Yuan Le
Kai Xin Yu Bu Kai Xin Yi Yi Xi Shu Zhe Ni Zai Bu She
Na Xie Ai Guo De Gan Jue Dou Tai Shen Ke Wo Dou Hai Ji De

Ni Bu Deng Le Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
Wo Cuo Le Lei Gan Le Fang Shou Le Hou Hui Le
Zhi Shi Hui Yi De Yin Yue He Hai Xuan Zhuan Zhe Yao Zen Me Ting Ne

Zen Me Le Ni Lei Le Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
Wo Dong Le Bu Shuo Le Ai Dan Le Meng Yuan Le
Wo Dou Hai Ji De

Ni Bu Deng Le Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne
Wo Cuo Le Lei Gan Le Fang Shou Le Hou Hui Le
Zhi Shi Hui Yi De Yin Yue He Hai Xuan Zhuan Zhe Yao Zen Me Ting Ne

Shuo Hao De Xing Fu Ne

你的回话凌乱著　在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽　甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯　我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌　假装没事了

时间过了　走了　爱情面临选择
你冷了　倦了　我哭了
一开始的不快乐　你用卡片手写著
有些爱只给到这真的懂了

怎么了　你累了　说好的　幸福呢
我懂了　不说了　爱淡了　梦远了
开心与不开心　一一细数著　你再不捨
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻　我都还记得

你不等了　说好的　幸福呢
我错了　泪干了　放手了　后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著　要怎么停呢

怎么了　你累了　说好的　幸福呢
我懂了　不说了　爱淡了　梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了　说好的　幸福呢
我错了　泪干了　放手了　后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著　要怎么停呢

2009-01-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

Tadaaaaa~

Mr Santa Clause gave me this on Christmas Day....

A sweet pink rose...

I can just bend the stem in any way that I like =)

Thank you so much for this rose =)

I love it so much ^^

2009-01-05T12:41:00.011+08:00

Happy New Year~!!!

Should have wish everyone a Merry merry Christmas & a Happy New Year last week but I'm too busy to update here =) I had a week of holiday but I was occupied for the whole week. Just got back from KL yesterday & I am so tired today. Keep falling asleep when I'm working. Damn! Holiday for a week and I don't have the mood to work today x_x

Well, I guess everyone had a blastful & enjoyable celebration last week.

Goodbye 2008...Welcome 2009...

2008 had been a great year to me. Many stuff I'd done & I'm satisfied with them. I went thru tough stages which I learned how to be stronger person as who I am now...Bad memories I threw way & sweet memories will always remain in my heart.

Things I'd done in 2008 :

- struggling hard for my final semester & finally....
- i graduated from Multimedia University with a degree in Marketing Management
- enjoyed my student life before I step into the working world
- had my convocation day in August & that was the moment I made my parent proud of me =)
- started my first job in June & it only lasted for two months cuz I got a better offer which is now my current job =p
- had fun, had fun, had fun & had fun throughout the year!!!

Things that I'll try to achieve in 2009 :

- earn more money & try to save more money T_T
- want to go on a vacation at the end of the year
- want to get a new pink lappy & a new hp for myself
- i hope to have more holidays bcuz i hate working >.<
- i have to control my bad temper!
- lose more weight!!! *hopefully i can do it*

and finally.....

*~ LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!! ~*

~ will alwiz be by ur side ~

Happy New Year everyone!

Wish you guys have a blastful year ahead!

2009-01-02T20:29:00.006+08:00

I'm SO in love with......

*~ R.E.T.A.I.L T.E.R.A.P.H.Y ~*

it just makes me feel so happy =)

2008-12-27T00:18:00.009+08:00

Hey hey hey!

Bet u guys had a wonderful christmas celebration yesterdae =)

I had a lovely christmas celebration too altho I'm working on the 25th Dec ^^ thanx bui bui! *smoochies*

As promised....I just got d time to upload the outing picz with my gurls last few weeks...Miss hanging out in a big bunch of frenz & now I need to plan for my 1 week holiday....New year eve celebration??? Hmm.....*wondering*

Here you are.....all the pretty ladies & handsome guys in action....hehehe

lovely christmas tree @ 1U & nice performance...we spotted two handsome dancers too ^^

yummay~ 'ma lat foh woh' @ bdr puteri...i dun feel the ke-spicy-ness pun....

the gang....

miss boo is attacking the 'lai liu HAR' wakakaka

cute expression from bubu ^^

=)

the lovey dovey....

* US *

YOU! Wat are u looking at!!! >.< We are trying to do the same action but mission failed -_-

What is bubu trying to do?

*burp*

~ merry christmas ~

2008-12-22T12:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Burfday Mum!

Wish you best in health always & may ur dream come true ^^ hehehe....hopefully I can make ur dream come true...1 day... =p

Thanks for your everything dat u'd done for me...u treat me like a princess....prepared food for me so that I wont get starve....u washed all my cloths & the most important is you iron all my cloths & place them back in my wardrobe =) *hehehe* overall...u r d best mom in d world & i appreciate for what you'd done for me....

FYI...i'm not a spoil brat at home...i do help her in doing housework =P

I LOVE U MOM!!!

2008-12-13T14:47:00.004+08:00

Hey guys~

Sorry for disappearing for quite sometime >.<
Due to my lappy that is now in heaven, I seldom online & this lead to I can't update my blog =( And also due to my ke-busy-ness dis few weeks...lotz of work need to be done & shopping activities during d weekends!!! hehehe

I'm didn't dump my blog la currypook....and here I am to clean up the dust in this blog =p

Well a lil bit of update of my working life...kinda busy recently but sometimes I did feel bored while I'm working....still hate my working life cuz to me working life's sux! the best thing is I love Friday cuz in the weekend I can rest & I love public holidays! I managed to meet up my secondary schmates in a small housewarming party...also consider as our lil gathering...

And last week was Hari Raya Haji holiday on Monday so I managed to catch up with my gurls in KL...We went shopping for the whole day on Sat & Sun...It was so fun! We didn't hang out since I left Malacca & how I miss those time...And I did the things that I use to do back in my uni life~ Shop whole day...enjoyed our dinner...'swimming' all nite long...yumcha session....but its kinda tiring cuz I didn't haf enuf of sleep...i haf to admit that I'm OLD already >.<

* More crazy picz in my next post =P *

Oh yea....luckily I manage to meet up with my 'xiao peng yous' yesterday...Sad that I can't go PD with u guyz lor....Sad sad sad!!! But nvm...I'll wait for you to come back again and happy three frenz go haf fun again k ^^ Muaks!

Christmas is coming soon...But damn! I have to work on Christmas day!!! Sigh....But luckily I will have my 1 week holiday starting from 26th Dec 08 till....5th Jan 09!!! Yohoo~!!! But I'm still sad cuz I need to work on Christmas day T_T

Jingle bell....jingle bell....I wana meet Mr Santa Clause....to get my pressie.... =p

2008-11-23T01:23:00.001+08:00

I guess I think too much and I'm so glad it's over... :D

2008-11-23T01:14:00.001+08:00

Now join your hands, and with your hands your hearts...

2008-11-19T11:07:00.002+08:00

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visit http://www.my-nike-shoes.blogspot.com/ to check out some stylish NIKE shoes...

price are reasonable as well...

give me a call or drop me a msg here if any of you are interested to buy...

2008-11-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

H E L L O !

2008-11-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

This is a small gathering with my ex-colleagues @ Dainti Hill, Pavilion. Altho I just knew them for not more than 3 months, but I'm happy to get to know them as they are as crazy & as talkative as I am.

Pictures below will do the talking as I really dunno what to write in this blog. I'm abit 'stuck' today =P

* Yum Yum *

* the girls *

* the guys *

* while I'm on the way to MV, I saw this cute lil Kancil is using 'natural' air-conditioner -_- *

* went for bowling as we were too free & we got no plan after the dinner *

* before going back to my home sweet home, we spend our time lepak-ing @ JJ Cheras Selatan *

* adios~ *

2008-10-22T21:07:00.001+08:00

Love bears all things,

believes all things,

hopes all things,

endures all things.

Love never ends.

-Corinthians 13:7-8

2008-10-02T15:35:00.001+08:00

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air,
Can't live, can't breathe with no air,
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there,
It's no air, no air........

Got me out here in the water so deep,
Tell me how you gon' be without me,
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe,
It's no air, no air.........

2008-10-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

Happy Burfday Grannie~!!!

It was a great bdae celebration for my lovely grandma with all my relatives coming back from differents places, great dinner, cool activities - lucky draws and karaoke session during the dinner, nice entertainment. It was also considered our big family's gathering =)

Grannie was so happy as all her sons & daughters, grandchildren & great grandchildren was there to celebrate her big day.

Po...Thanx for taking care of me since the day I was born and I wana wish you best in health always and I'll love you always! Muacks!!!

2008-10-01T00:26:00.002+08:00

Di sini saya ingin mengucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

kepada semua orang yang menyambut hari yang mulia ini =)

*~ sweeTeaRs ~*

Selamat Hari Raya

Hello guys!

~ sweeTeaRs ~