FEELINGS...

We each have feelings, me and you. Sometimes we're happy and sometimes we're blue. When something scares us, we will feel afraid and we all will feel proud of something we've made. But when we want to know more, we will feel curious. We sometimes feel lonely when there's nothing to do. We sometimes feel hunger when there's nothing to chew.

Sometimes I simply have to cry and I dunno why. I really dunno why =( There's really nothing very wrong perhaps. I probably should sing a song or run around and make some noise or sit and listening to songs or just play a game or watch dramas, but I'm feeling sad, though I dunno why, and all I want to do is cry....

MID TERM BREAK!

My activities throughout the whole week of mid term break :

i) eat

ii) sleep

iii) eat

iv) sleep sleep sleep

haha! dis is what a pig usually does =p

Im the queen of pig!!! And im the princess in the house now wahahahha since both my brothers are not around *ngek ngek ngek*

Kinda miss my notti lil bro...kinda weird when he is not at home...no noise pollution and no one argues with me and no one piss me off! seems like he is suffering in NS...hmm....GAMBATTE!!!

TRUE FRIEND

A friend is someone you hold dear,
Someone who is always there, through thick and thin,
Someone who is only a phone call away.

A friend is someone you can always rely on,
Someone who is there to share your thoughts with,
Someone to listen, no matter the subject.

A friend is someone you can feel comfortable with,
Someone you can sit silently beside, without conversation,
Someone you do not need to fill the quiet moments with.

A friend is someone you can trust,
Someone who will guard your deepest secrets,
Someone who will never let you down.

A friend is someone who is not judgmental,
Someone who will gently offer advice and opinions,
Yet, someone who is not overbearing or critical.

A friend is someone who can keep you grounded,
Someone who can help you see through your obstacles,
Someone to shoulder you through life's trials.

A friend is someone who shares unconditionally,
Someone to laugh and to cry with,
Someone to lean on, through both the good and the bad.

A friend is someone you choose wisely,
For a friend is your own mirrored image,
Someone to compliment your own self,
Someone who indicates who you are as a person.

A friend.... is what you are to me =)

* Do appreciate friends that are around you...It's hard to find a true friend...trust me ^_~ *

EMO! EMO! EMO!

*aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!!!!!*

haiz......so sad...sad sad sad....haizz......

Y??? Suddenly feel like so many bad things happen to me =(

I'm actually in a good mood for the whole day...but....suddenly....so many sad stuff are bothering me...SUDDENLY!!!!

I hate this kind of feelings!

I feel so damn stress during this final semester. Suddenly felt that i'm so useless. Got nagged and I dun like being nagged T_T

So many uncertainties....as what ze xin's status wrote in her YM *haha* haiz...y???

There are happy and sad days for an ordinary person. I noe I noe that! And a person has to face many problems too but sometimes I really dunno how to handle it. *arggghh*

Just hope that when I wake up later in the morning and everything is gonna be alright.

STAND BY ME~

A damn nice song by Shayne Ward : Stand By Me

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When i am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgetable
I feel no winter coat
When where together
When were together

[chorus]
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you i know i belong
When the story gets told
When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardests days
I'll never question this
You are the reason
Why only reason

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you i know i belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what i need
In a world loosing hope
Your my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you i know i belong
When the story gets told

[Repeat chorus]

Stand by me
No more darling i want you by my side
I want you here with me

COVER GIRL TAGGED

ooopss~! wuz tagged by MJ =p

i'm still a teenage gurl. wahahahhaha *perasan*

~ still dun wana admit dat im old =p lalalalala~

THANX~!

THANX DADDY & MUMMY ~!!!!


MUACKZZZZZ~!!!

BLURRIE US!

Have you ever try celebrating someone’s birthday which is actually not his or her birthday on that day? For me, yes I did! Should I blame Friendster for that mistake?

It’s a funny thing that happened last Wednesday. When I came back from class I saw a notification from Friendster saying that Desmond’s birthday was on that today so Ze Xin, Lay Chee, Meng Jun and I planned to celebrate Desmond’s birthday at Friend’s Café at 10pm. We even went to buy him a cake and when we reached Friend’s Café, it was closed so we changed our plan and headed to Wing’s Café.

When Desmond reached, this is our conversation :

Desmond : I wana tell you guyz that today is not my birthday. My birthday is on the 3rd August!

We looked at each other with a confusing look.

Us : What???!!!

Desmond : I know you guyz saw the Friendster’s notification and thought that today is my birthday rite? Some of my friends sent me birthday wishes too and some of them even confused because they know that my birthday is on the 3rd August. Haha! U guyz stil remember that last years we celebrated my birthday in August???

Us : Damn!!! Yawor!!!

Me : But….but I saw the notification in Friendster saying that today is your birthday wo…Stupid Friendster!!! Then the cake how?? Memalukan wo if we didn’t blow the cake. ( Cuz we already passed the cake which is actually for Desmond to the waiter ). Kenot!! We must blow the candle and we need to find someone to be the ‘birthday boy/girl’

Finally…we made our decision…

Ze Xin : MJ, you be the birthday boy. Since last year we didn’t celebrate for you so today we help you to celebrate your belated birthday la. Haha!

MJ : Har!!!! Wan meh….!!! Paiseh ler…

* Tadaa~!!! Our 'birthday boy'!!! *

*Grinning* We asked the waiter to get the cake over and we even sang a birthday song and MJ was so shy. *wahahahhaa* Sorry MJ. We had to do that. =P The singer at Wing’s Café even sang him a birthday song and all the waiters and waitresses gave him a loud clap. So funny. At first it was supposed to be Desmond’s birthday celebration but it turned up to be Meng Jun’s ‘birthday’ celebration *waahhahahha*

* desmond, lay chee, 'birthday boy', ze xin, me *

* ze xin & ru ling *

* 3 of us *

After having our drinking and playing cards session there, we headed to Pure Bar. It was ladies night and Ze Xin and I were busy searching for sexy ladies and handsome guys. *kekeke* MJ pulak can’t stop drinking and at last ended up….hehehe only three of us know what happened. Don’t feel so guilty MJ =P

I need more sleep as I didn’t get enough of sleep since last few nights. Sleep sleep and sleep more! Hardly can sleep for the last whole week because….hmmm….didn’t get used to….hmmm…

CNY 2008

Finally….finally I got those Chinese New Year’s picture that I took with my beloved crazy friends during this year’s new year. I know…I know…its already a month since we celebrated Chinese new year but I only got those pictures from David Siow today!

* nice pose David...haha~! *

And I know it’s kinda outdated thingy to post it here….but….I feel like posting it today and so what?! *blekz*

*seems like some of us haven get ready *

Those visiting moment are still fresh in my mind cuz I’m not old yet and I do not have short term memory lost. Haha! I love gatherings! And I want more gatherings! We went out visiting during the 3rd day of Chinese New Year and as usual our organizer, Mr Wong Vi King will plan whose house to go on that day. This year, my house is their first destination. Usually, Valerie’s house is the first one that we will visit but this year she is not here in Malaysia so we went visiting without her. But next year she will be coming back and will join our gang again =) Hopefully Kai Wen can join us too cuz every year’s visiting the saddest thing for me is KAI WEN CANT JOIN US EVERY YEAR~!!! *sob sob* so the sad…miss u ler CHUA KAI WEN!!! When are you coming back??? Miss hanging out with you girl =(

Recently, we only have our gathering once a year and it’s our visiting during Chinese New Year every year. We seldom go for yumcha sessions as everyone is busy with their own life. Some has already working and some of us are still studying. Hope that we will have more gatherings in the future.

* the visiting gang *

But this year I only managed to join them for half day because Rose and her mom came to visit me and Elvin and his gang came over to my house in the afternoon and they are the second gang coming over to my house for visiting. Kinda surprise to get his call cuz it’s been a long long time I didn’t see him. Thought of going for a movie with Soon Leong and Freddy at night but too bad…all tickets were sold out. Luckily it’s full house coz I didn’t know that I’ll have my dinner till 11 pm. If not I have to ffk them *keke* Stupid restaurant! I brought Rose and her mom for dinner and we reached there at 8pm and we waited and waited till 9.30pm and not even a plate of dish was served on our table. Damn a lot of people at the restaurant. My dad brought them to another restaurant and all of us were like so damn pissed and hungry! I will not go to that restaurant again! *hmmph!*

So tired on that day as I didn’t get enuf of sleep the previous night but I enjoyed hanging out wif them cuz that was the time I got to updated myself with their recent news because I have to report them to Kai Wen *hehe* Thanx to our photographer cum organizer for those nice and funny pictures that he took. =P

* haven get ready la vi king!!! *

* Jin Shawn is covering his handsome face with a cushion @_@ *

* the ladies ~ mei kuan, me, wan yong, jane jane *

* the manz ~ le yi, mun chun, david, jee khong, khiam ping *

* ^^ *

* mandarines *

* pit wei's mandarine dah terkeluar la...haha *

WEIRD~

hmm........

how can you just dislike or should i say hate someone when he or she did nothing wrong to you?

Or he or she didn't say anything that hurts you?

hmmm....

weird feelings~ but i'm so damn pissed off yesterdae~!!! argggghh~!!!

anyway...i'm back at home yesterdae! yippie~!!!

it's so nice to be at home =)

*bao bi! gambatte hoh...gif u a nice nice massage nex time ok? kekeke*